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SpiNeLLi am 12.10.12 um 14:06

poetry

hairs
on arms
stand up
she passes by
this cool air
smells red
and reaching out
like smoke
from illegal
your blood
pulsates
your nerves are
tensed
where´s this
gonna end
her necklace
like chains
around her
throat
why aren´t you
about
to
go

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SpiNeLLi am 12.10.12 um 14:04

right

you move me - I can´t pretend
who could have expected it to be like this
you thrill me - I cannot hide
every touch
you find the right spots
and in the darkness
we´re losing fright

it feels right
what if it feels right
yes it feels right
you make me feel alright

you kiss my head - my neck, my back
I´m falling, hold my hand but let it go
I cannot help myself
you make me feel like...

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SpiNeLLi am 12.10.12 um 11:29

my beloved

the wind is blowing, leafs are crackling
and time is creeping, standing still
won´t you hold me for a while
these times are heavy
full of dreams and full of crime
there is so much on my mind
yes it´s ending, can´t pretend
my endless maybe
cover me
won´t you hold me for a while

we´re going nowhere
can´t you see
and still it´s you
hold on my dear though times seem weird
when dark...

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SpiNeLLi am 12.10.12 um 11:28

breaks

we used to talk and spend the nights
where moonshine was the only light
and all those colours fade to black
like we were just shadows
of things we regret
we´re driving one way street
though it fullfills our deepest needs

will we ever step on the breaks
will we ever give up this mistake
when will we ever let it go

I´m refusing and rejecting
on my way to give in and
finally let this...

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 12:51

Inside.

Something inside is shaking
Like dew it´s covering all what´s been
Cradles my heart with all its sins
And here I feel you, here I see you
Something inside is breaking
But here is where it´ll all begin


Never alone, echoing this voices
Never whole, Never lost
Never home, not our choices
Still reaching out
Still reaching out
and feel you


Something inside is craving
Like greed...

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 11:55

Memo, 17.4.2009

sometimes overwhelming
sometimes in thoughts
sometimes exhausted
sometimes in love

it´s the same old road
that I´m wandering along
with memories that should make me strong
but sometimes they´re haunting
keep me from seeing
sunlight and brightness
they make me still bleeding

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 11:54

5 am.

leaving the noise behind and gazing past the lines
watching stars collide
step off the light
here with you in this night
there´s nothing to hide
and you and me - we know it

hearing the voices quietly
it´s 5 a.m. and so we sit
and share our hopes
this is not enough we know it
feel me here, step into
see me here, and lay your head onto my shoulder
and from here we go...

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 11:54

30.09.2008

Ich spüre
meine Worte erreichen dich nicht mehr
und jeder meiner Sätze fällt zu Boden,
in eisige Leere
Dein Blick
weicht meinen Fragen aus und ich
senke den meinen, denn
dass etwas nicht stimmt, davon gehe ich aus
Sind es
die Tage, die vergangen sind
die uns nun zu dem machen
mechanisch und blind
sind es
die vielen Nächte, deren Dunkelheit
unsere Wärme verschlingt

Deine...

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 11:53

Octobersong / für Kasquai

my dreams crush on the ground
and night embraces day
the turning point of this life is
leading me astray
who could have known that leaving
means leaving everything behind
and nothing stays the same

I walk through this road
I´m still here breathing
the past is gone
and never comes back
I´m just here
I´m not leaving now
never leaving again
see you, to see you again


wrong is...

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 11:53

Celestial Maps.

STROPHE I

1 captured by silence
2 he watches you go
3 waving the last good-bye
4 your smell´s still dancing
5 round his hair
6 left him breathless
7 one last time

****************
and he´s painting celestial maps
to get you near
riding on stars through galaxy
to get you back
to get you here

****************
STROPHE II

1 paralyzed time´s standing still
2 your last steps...

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 11:52

Shattred Wishes - orignial.

the eyes are blinded by the fire
crawling through the endless night
sleepless while my vains are floated
by cold blood and tearless rain

and all what´s left
are shattred wishes
stumbling through the endless night
all of us is burned to ashes
knowing we can´t start again.

We´re hiding in the twilight
parted by an unseen wall
you´re on the other side of the river
- I can´t swim
...

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 11:52

Implicit Feelings.

I already knew it before as it was
forseeable and lately
it´s just the way the story goes
Here on this ground the
hole is defusing and I can´t help
but starring at the inky void

My heart is beating and I blame myself
´cause I never wanted you to be
so much more than gest to me
and I can´t stop thinking in circles
painting pictures of yesterday
but everything starts getting...

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 11:50

Friends

this is friendship he said
as he caresses her hair and puts
a silent kiss onto her head
this means everything to me he said
as he holds her hand
there´ll never be a reason to be afraid
he said
let it be love she begs
seeing him bleeding in her little arms
and puts a healing kiss onto his head
sharing your pain and filling your lacks
as she hopes to break through
the walls surrounding...

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 11:49

Other Side

on the other side
we never met before
in another life
but catching breath
I beg for more
hold me tight
whispering with fright
hold me tight
everything´s alright


this is yours but you don´t know
as in zillion ways I´m losing control
and here you go catching my eye
my instinct fails, my composure dies


but on the other side
it´s thousand walls between
in our daily life
you´re...

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 11:48

Mitternachtsfreundschaft.

Gedankenstücke und ein Grummeln
im Magen.
Unsere Pflanze wirkt gelblich,
so im Sonnenlicht. Betrachtet
man sie genauer.
Die Blätter hängen durch und
lechzen. Nach Wasser;
Tropfen und seien es nur kleine.
Aber zu lange ist es her.
Eigentlich.
Ob da noch was zu retten ist,
bleibt fraglich.


Der Wind verweht die Samen und
pustet sie umher, wirbelt
sie kreuz und quer und
sie...

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 11:48

Spiegelbild.

Sehe ich Dich an
ist es als sehe ich in
einen Spiegel
und sehe mich
Deine Fehler machen,
denn mache ich sie
selber auch.
Und ich winde mich
wie ein Aal,
genau wie Du,
unter Deinen Worten -
versuchst Du Dir
weis zu machen,
dass Du Herr
der Lage bist.
Und doch schwingen
Zweifel
die ich selber hege,
auch in Deinen Worten mit.
Ich sehe wie du
analysierst
und wie...

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 11:47

Farewell

Underwater is where you go
You come undone, end up in smoke
While I came here to tell you
have no fear
Everything will turn out right

Beating, still bleeding
From day to day
Minutes passing by
Bleeding, still beating
In my mind is where I´m keeping
You for all the rest of time
Breaking, not breaking down

Stars I´ve seen don´t shine no more
Could you please sew up that...

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 11:47

Disappointment / für Kasquai

you give way to disappointment
while driving down the lane tonight
what is wrong and what is right
another way of fighting
still cheating, don´t conceal no more
and stitching the remaining pieces
your lies were washed ashore

at once you hit the wall
here come´s the end of struggling
could you, could you, could you
tell me, where´s the sense in that
I´m giving in - this is the end...

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 11:41

For the First Time

It´s what I never told you
´cause you never asked for
It´s what I´m hiding and always will
I wasted time and time again
and time run out
Is it too late, has it always been?


Come over, for the first time
It´s like I see you
It´s like I see you
for the first time


It´s what I never showed you
´cause I never did admit so
I´ve always been hiding and ever will
I´m wasting so...

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SpiNeLLi am 16.08.11 um 11:40

Come Find Me

swirling lights are flashing
our voices turn to silence now
the sound of laughter only noises
memories so red and blue
but where are you tell me
where are you


just so perfect when you cried
and helpless strechted your arms for shelter
I was so lost in all your words
so many years I held on
seems thousand different ways
I tried


your tears are melodies and all what's...

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