SpiNeLLi

Implicit Feelings.

I already knew it before as it was
forseeable and lately
it´s just the way the story goes
Here on this ground the
hole is defusing and I can´t help
but starring at the inky void

My heart is beating and I blame myself
´cause I never wanted you to be
so much more than gest to me
and I can´t stop thinking in circles
painting pictures of yesterday
but everything starts getting blurry


hold me tightly but don´t come to close
kiss me gently but don´t get me high
touch me softly but don´t cover me
I might have guessed that you would
bring me misery


minutes to hours, daytime to night
what i onced wished for
now doesn´t seem right
hiding myself, telling you that I don´t care
but everwhere I look and everything I dream
it´s always you - you´re everywhere



hold me tightly but don´t come to close
kiss me gently but don´t get me high
touch me softly but don´t cover me
I might have guessed that you would
bring me misery



trapped in a mesh of implicit feelings
for you it´s still the game we play
why did I change
won´t let it show, you will never see
what you´ve done to me