Tsuma - I once Became

Musik, Text: Tino Gierke

I can't even remember when I became the man I am now where's the key
Never left this room before, but over the years a voice kept wispering to me
You can't stay here for another day
Go to that door I'll lead the way, it's for your own sake
Don't want to risk the confidence which I have gathered for a glance at a posssible mistake

I don't want to go
And walk through this door
I don't want to know
I don't want to go
i fear that there's some more of the things that hurt before

But maybe there is no way
Being alive means change someday

As the dawn is breaking, I know a new me is waiting
Although this room looks the same, I feel different now
Why can't I, go back again


Looking back where I came from I know I don't belong there anymore
Cause I can watch myself behind that door saying things I don't understand anymore
I won't leave, this place has been good to me, stop whispering these words you say
Just let me be

What I don't seem to understand is that every room can be the same in the end

I don't want to go
And walk through this door
I don't want to know
I don't want to go
i fear that there's some more of the things that hurt before

But maybe there is no way
Being alive means change someday

As the dawn is breaking, I know my new me awakened
Relieving my mind from all fear
filling my thoughts with new ideas

I don't know how I become
I don't know when to become, the way I once came from

All I see ahead is more pain, no reasons why I should regain
The trust in me, the hope that all my thoughts make sense to me one day
I want to believe, believe in me

All I feel, a doubt shapes the past, nothings remains nothing lasts
lifee's passing by, there's no choice, and I know
When I'll look back on my way someday, I'll see myself fading away