Right near the windmill - It´s going something wrong

Auslöser für den Song war eine Doku über den einzigen farbigen amerikanischen Nascar-Rennfahrer Bubba Wallace. Dieser berichtete u. a. von seiner tiefen Depression die er anfangs hatte, als er in diese Rennserie einstieg "It´s going something wrong, wenn you´ve been your own hater...". Das ging mir sehr nahe, offene und verdammt klare Aussagen zu seinem Seelenzustand, Anlass für mich, für diesen Song, in dem ich aber auch das offene Ohr und die Zuwendung eines Mitmenschen zur Sprache kommen lassen wollte. Bewusst krass im Ton, auch musikalisch eher hart, aber das musste so sein.
Text ist von mir, Melodie und einige Instrumente auch, viele Arrangements und Feintuning von Helmut.

Its going something wrong,
when you `ve been your own hater
Its going something wrong,
when you watch the black TV
Its going something wrong,
when you `re screaming night and day
Its going something wrong,
Its going something wrong.

I lend you my eyes, to see the colours of the rainbow
I lend you my ears, to hear sweet sounds around you
I lend you my shoes, to find another path to walk
I lend you my hands, to feel the love your’re looking for

You can´t trust yourself,
when you `re your (own) enemy
You can´t trust yourself,
if you ´re a fish out of water
You can´t trust yourself,
when black clouds around you
Its going something wrong,
Its going something wrong.

I lend you my eyes, to see the colours of the rainbow
I lend you my ears, to hear sweet sounds around you
I lend you my shoes, to find another path to walk
I lend you my hands, to feel the love your’re looking for

You can´t look to the future,
when you `re in a bad mood
You can´t look to the future,
if you only count the raindrops
You can´t look to the future,
when a storm rages inside you
Its going something wrong,
Its going something wrong.

I lend you my eyes, to see the colours of the rainbow
I lend you my ears, to hear sweet sounds around you
I lend you my shoes, to find another path to walk
I lend you my hands, to feel the love your’re looking for

Come dance with me, let our hearts beat together
Lets swing your soul forever and ever

I lend you my eyes, to see the colours of the rainbow
I lend you my ears, to hear sweet sounds around you
I lend you my shoes, to find another path to walk
I lend you my hands, to feel the love your’re looking for
I lend you my hands, to feel the love your’re looking for